14th August 2009

This post is supposed to be on this date. blogged on the wrong blog. haha.

hmm, haven't been blogging for quite some time already.... oh wells, been quite busy with tax computations lately. was quite stressed recently. was given a holding company and it was so difficult!! i can honestly say that i don't totally understand what i was doing. however, i did my best. oh wells, just have to wait for the review. guess that they don't really hold high expectations from us. haha. so i can just take my time in understanding. the sucky thing is, we have to work within a budget. that really sucks... so i'm just slacking now, and praying that there's nothing for me to do till 530. it's a friday! guess that everyone has no time for us. haha :)

i love my life now. at least, for the next 3 weeks, i can plan what to do after office hours. :) i can slp early...! haha! there's it's cons too. i can't slp at night :( perhaps, i'm less tired physically and mentally. and i slp too early! haha.... hope my panda eyes go away soon!! shoo! shoo! shoo!! relationships are funny things. sometimes, it's easy for me to say i finally found someone that i can depend on, that i can let down of my protective armour and let someone into my life. however, sometimes, i find that i have to be a source of strength for the other party. and i think i know why some relationships fail. it's becuase the female party forgets that they have to be a source of strength for their other half too. still trying to strike a balance and find what is comfortable:)

it's quite dis-heartening if people don't see that your relationship with your bf will last. oh well, i guess, it's one thing to take one's comments to heart and another thing to trust oneself. i choose to trust myself for now. :) ok, there's work coming up.... well, don't think it will last very long. and, i'm sick of macdonald!!