have been surfing net as usually while working.. been looking at alot of dresses... preparing for my choice of gowns for wedding day/photoshoots/etc. been kind of worried about my choice of bridal package from Signoria Nuziale. however, have been reading different wedding blogs, and now feel comforted with my choice. i guess, making a decision of such magnitude can be intimidating and scary...

was talking to tbb ytd... i guess, have never really been comfortable in the limelight. having ppl fussing over my clothes, make-up, hairdo... it just seems so invading... haha, guess, have to get used to it during my wedding preparation.... sighs.... hopefully, things can be settled soon so that i can rest at home during the weekends... know that i have been going out almost everyday, my mom is going to kill me... sighs, so many commitments...

attended a very interesting wedding ytd... feel kind of saddened by it... i guess, it's really sad if the parents and children has a distance. bystanders don't really understand the historics of the relationship, but it's still just very sad.... and i guess, making insensitive remarks by one's own relatives during the wedding is very hurtful....

tbb and i must really lose weight... sighs, many people keep commenting... it's so stressful and hurting :( see how it goes....

sianz, feel so sleepy and slacky! hope to slack for the rest of the day but i think not....!