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the war i have with blogger is such a strange and interesting phenomenem. just when i start a new one, the old one is workable... still in a dilemna whether to have a new one or just continue with this.... give it a couple of days, and see if i can let go... i don't let go easily, haha, so i'll just go back in future? anyway, time heals all wounds, perhaps, it's not so hard to let go after all...

work is busy and tiring... i don't find it challenging, perhaps, there is no time constraint, as when i was at kpmg. i keep feeling that i'm on the go all the time, and, with that, i feel really motivated to complete the job. however, i don't feel it now, at sometimes, i really feel like screaming, where is the urgency?? perhaps, a smaller firm has lesser projects and fewer deadlines, i'll just have to get used to it? i'm really strange. when i find life boring, i try to find challenges, sometimes, creating problems just so life will not be that monotonous.... and when life is busy, i always wish for it to go away. perhaps, when i'm busy, i usually am with the things i don't like.

today, the client mentioned something really striking. yes, when u do something that u don't like, u don't often do as well as something that u like. even in most people who do really well, something is still lacking, unless u really have the motivation i guess....

watched bridge to terabitha (think it's spelt like this but i'm lazy to check) yesterday with wx, hq and hm! haha, it's a nice show, just lacking in more dreamlike scenes.... but it was fun catching up!!! =)

ok! work! haiz.... 9 more weeks, it'll pass...