something upsetting has happened to me, and i cried. sigh, it has been a long time since i've cried, and i'm proud of it. probably about half a year? haha.... damn it, this stupid incident has made me realise that everyone is selfish, and that i can't expect everyone to have good intentions right from the beginning... misjudge people, damn it, i've always done that....
from the beginning, i've always thought that when someone asks u for a favour, their will be some incentive given. with that assumption, that's why i agreed. i was tired that night, and may not have infer whatever u typed clearly. yes, that is my fault. however, i've never ever thought that you are not as simple as u seem. i've always believed that everyone is good, is that how i've always been bullied? no matter what u say about this whole incident, someone will always want to come out as though one has done nothing wrong. however, in this situation, u have wanted to resolve all blame which i find it very wrong.
when u propose to sell that damn thing to pay the amount back, i was stunned. seriously, i was. only someone, who just want to benefit from your own sale would have come out with that solution instead of finding one that benefits both ways. and when u say that u have become worse off, who hasn't? why is it that u are so bloody selfish to think that u are the only one that has suffered... and u were rude to my parents. granted that they said some unkind things about you, u have no right to say that, in the first place, u were the one who thought u could make a quick buck.
disappointed, truly disappointed in ppl. it seems as though, the people that i meet somehow harbour unpure intentions. sux.... i do not profess to have saintly behaviour, and i can't expect everyone to have the same thoughts as me, just that, it's damn unfortunate to have this stupid thing happen, especially one involving money.... i was feeling damn bad and all for thinking that i have caused this whole incident, till i was told that, i do not have to feel guilty and all, it's him who has the whole situation wrong.
suxs.... damn suxs....
2 more weeks to the end of internship.... i will miss the people here, but i will not miss being desk-bound. the audit outside of the company was more fun then anything else... haha.... hopefully, i have the energy and motivation to remain in this industry for long... =)
similarly, hope that i'm not being much too sensitive.... :D
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