the holidays are coming to an end. and i have not studied all that i'm suppose to study. not that i'm feeling particulary down about it. and tutorials not done yet, and not that i'm particulary panicky about it too... so remind me once again, why am i still in school?

to a better topic. i'm going to france and london! haha.... i can feel a big hole burning in my pocket. well, so be it! i want to enjoy myself before working... *wide grin*

sometimes, i wish that u can see our friendship from both perspectives, instead of thinking that you are the one that needs pity all the time. perhaps, sparing a thought for me, my upbringing and family considerations instead of passing jibes at me all the time. i can take all of it, but my patience has a limit and it's enough already. if you did not go all sacarstic on me, i would not have been pissed by you at all. i'm at much fault too. i shouldn't promise so much when i could not carry out, but must you go all out to be sacarstic to me all the time. i have a life, perhaps, go find yours too, i'm an alone kind of person, if i have to literally spell it out to you.

sigh, perhaps, a good friend gone once more.... :(

sometimes, when i look at the whole situation, i want to laugh. i will not make myself foolish for a stupid guy. enough said....