so it all boils down to this. we have all grown up and matured. we can't say stupid and meaningless things like "we don't care anymore" simply, how much does it mean? i really can't judge much about another person, but, i wonder if people always think out of the box, stop thinking of the world around them, but think for others at times...

alright, enough about that. this always happens. the hopeful me always hope that things could be different each time, that i don't have to always be the one to take the first step regardless of who is in the wrong. yet, each time round, i'm always the one... i don't mind simply because u are. just that u don't often see it. i'll get heartache everytime yet, i don't see that in you. have u stopped caring a little each time?

when i've decided to stop having good feelings towards u, i've stopped. and yet, i heard something today that made me change my mind a little. haha, if it turns out well, then good, if not, then God has other plans. but i can't help but smile :)