presentations

205 presentation is down. there's one for 206 next monday. after that, there's only cesim left! phews.... perhaps, can get some much needed studying done! haha...!

well, i've never felt so uptight for a presentation before. perhaps, it's the thought that the group wants to do well that adds on to the pressure. luckily, i didn't make much errors, some people even thought that i'm calm. haha, unknown to them, my insides were trembling! the other seminar mates commented to me that the mood and tension change quite immediately, upon entering the conference room. oh well. presentation was quite alright, perhaps, the tutor just wanted to help all of us achieve a reasonable overall grade. it's kind of disappointing, as the tutor has high hopes for us, but we didn't really meet his expectations. oh man, it's been a long time since anyone expects much from me. haha.

have been watching the search for the next pussycat doll recently! haha, i really enjoy the show! i hope that i can finish this before the exams. no distraction! similarly, i must also finish watching magicians of love! so that, i can concentrate on the exams. jiayou to me!

yesterday, i can't really get to sleep. many thoughts just going through my mind. i think its the stress of the presentation. suddenly, much uncertainties an possibilities have opened before me. i don't really know what to expect. for once, i've not been giving much thought to it. i like to be prepared for things in life. i hate to be thrown into ambiguity, perhaps, that's why i like to explore possibilities, so that, i can prevent things that i don't want to happen. so, this neutrality kind of scares me, i need to have a certain stand, so that, i'll know what to do when the time comes. oh man...

gonna start putting in more effort to my music. even though my teacher says that my pace is ok. hopefully, i can get to take the exam earlier.

sending in many applications recently. sigh, what a hassle. oops. haha.