Whispers

it is amazing to me how much you think you know about people and how much you think they know about you, and yet, the result is that, we really don't know anything much.... when word travels to me about someone i know, yet, the words that surrounds my world and another's world is so different. malicious gossip can cause harm, however, even simple getting-to-know about one another in school, reaps dangerous and unspoken thoughts.

singapore is indeed a small place, where, almost everyone knows one another, such that, even if we want to fight out of one place, we cannot escape the arms of another environment, which is vastly indifferent from where we just came out of. is that good or bad? well, we will have the comfort of knowing that we will be surrounded by people we know, that at least, in the crowd of familiar faces, there will be a real person out there. however, is the real person out there just one or there's adequate warmth to sustain us. often, we do not know, and often, we are the ones who cause this distance and unfamilarity.

games, even at this point in time, people still play games. i have stopped questioning the singnificance of it, but, i've yet to attain ignorance towards it. do i still care? quoting from an expert from lifestyle, "it takes at least two years to cease the pain of losing someone close to you". that does ring a bell, but, no matter how much time it takes, it will surely cease? yes, it will.

i've thought that i will be unhappy for this period of time, how wrong i can be. even though the happiness is not sustainable, at least, i'm happy for now, and will keep this happiness for as long as i can, before another dark cloud befalls me.... =)