it took me half a day to figure out what u were driving at last night. i must be really dense or the recent inactivity on my brain has really caused me to be incapable of thinking properly. haha. no matter what, nothing is gonna make me change my stance or mind on what i feel right now. the protective layer i had successfully wrapped around myself for the past year ain't gonna melt away just because what u said make sense. sometimes, even the most rational and logical response warrants illogical and irrational thoughts just so to keep out irritating thoughts and unnecessary heartaches.

i've finally figured out what i feel for u. it is a huge sense of relief because i've been too confused by recent going-ons that my judgement has been clouded. i think it's time that i face up to reality instead of trying to hold on to the unthinkable. it is too selfish that the "whatever" side of me can't even compromise with it. oh wells, another issue closed. :)

it's a tiring day today. went swimming and arcade! haha, didn't realise that at this ripe old age i can still enjoy arcade games. perhaps, it's all because of my parents who didn't believe in bringing us to the arcade to play when we were young! haha, trying to find my childhood now.

went prawning yesterday. didn't had much luck in catching one :( oh wells, prawning is not really for me, since, i don't really have much patience for doing nothing.... :)

final week of freedom. gonna try to enjoy it, in spite of the anticipation of work next week :(

some pictures from my convocation!

lovely rose from my sis :)


mom and sis:)


best friends of all time! hm and hq!



desmond! lovely surprise to see u there!


unclelemon!
oon tang! pri sch fren!! it's a long long time :)


group mates of the year!


5 lovely gals :)

hat throwing! finally!

peishan:)

eight of us.mag:)